ZAC

Changing… Everything is changing…

Since the starting of the year… i see my changing …i don’t know if its for the good or for the bad… i know i am changing… did many things that i did not do before… widen my views towards things and set my mind on some stuff…

BUT…

I start to realise this fact… i seem to have lost track of who am i… i don’t know the person that is typing this post now… i don’t understand myself anymore… i don’t know what do i feel… my emotions, my mind and my body seems to have split themselves up… it feels like it is no longer whole…

I am putting myself upon this journey to find and realise myself… i need to search… i need to find… i have to say… i am DESPERATE… i have lost myself in the midst of doing so much things… in the midst of the society… in the midst of growing up… i am quite sure i lost myself quite way back but i did not realise it… but now suffer in the result…

I need guidance… i need help… probably from people like you… and definitely GOD…

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