January 2012
4 posts
A wrong move...
Yes. A wrong move.
November 2011
1 post
一切比我想相中的还要难
我相信,不管是谁,都会比我好。 我还以为如果是我作出的决定,一定会很快的把事情放下。但不以为然,我就好像在监牢一样,心里辛苦得很。
我相信你会过得跟好,就像你所说的,你是一个灿烂的烟火,被放在一个无聊的村子里,浪费了你的诱人夺目的色彩。我应该为你感到开心,因为这会是你在人生一个新的开始,你的潜力是无限的。我为你加油,希望后来的日子你会跟快乐,你会在你想要做的事都很成功。
我祝福你幸福,快乐。
July 2011
4 posts
Superwoman
You are my superwoman,
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔，
But I am only human,
我怎么不懂你多寂寞，承认我犯的错，不能失去你。
I am probably the worst man to fall in love with.
I will make you suffer
I will make you depressed
I will make you lose your mind
I will make you cry all night
I will make you heart broken
I am probably the worst man to fall in love with.
I think I Need...
I think I need one that cares for me, but not controls me…
I think I need one that supports me, but not suppresses me…
I think I need one that comforts me, but not commands me…
Something just seems to be very wrong with me… i dunno what… but something…
April 2011
14 posts
Post Exam
Didn’t have any update because I was trying my best to focus on my exams which was yesterday. My one and only paper because I ‘da bao’ the another module previously, so I actually took 1 more sem extra. >.
We all know this...
Colossians 3:5 “so put to death the sinful, earthly things lurking within you. Have nothing to do with sexual immorality, impurity, lust, and evil desires. Don’t be greedy, for a greedy person is an idolater, worshiping the things of this world.”
How often, we have all these things lurking within us, be it sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires, or even being greedy...
Pray for me alright?
Its about time to sleep for a guy who is not in a good condition…
Since friday night, haven’t been in a good condition, flu, cough, sore throat, running nose, giddiness, headache, block ears, etc. I think you name it, i probably have it. LOL xD
Don’t know if its something i should laugh about, since in 4 days time, i am going to face the last paper of my uni life head on after...
Good Friday!
It was indeed a good friday!
Finally gotten myself to start abit of studying, even though its not a lot, but I am sure, its enough to get me started into the study mood, really pray that God will give me the wisdom to absorb as much as I can. :)
Spent the afternoon enjoying myself with LG out at marina barrage. Its always great to spend time with my godly companions!
Seems like kite flying is...
I can't do anything but praise Him...
Today is another long day for me, having 3 programmes back to back, really quite tiring, but i thank God that He preserved me throughout the lessons even though at some point i wanted to knock out liao. HAHA!
Anyway, PRAISE REPORT! At my last lesson, which was just few hours ago, i realised that my ropes are all not in the van because my colleague took them for some other programme, at that...
Thinking back
With all the God’s blessing at my work place, it kept me thinking about my life.
I somehow was drawn back to about 8 years back, when i just finished my O’s and i started looking for part time job, thinking that i actually need to earn myself some extra cash or even start to support myself abit…
but…
It seems like i hate working! haha! I still remember the time when i...
Making the right choices
Almost 100% of this life is about making the right choices as God place different situations before you.
I am definitely not one that made a lot of right choices, that’s partly the reason why I am at where I am. Its not exactly got to do with where am I now in life, but is my life even close to the prosperous life that God have for me.
Choices, never easy, but if not made right. Often...
“we don’t need more courage to witness to people; we need more love♥”
– mike bechtle (via piyopiyo-)
1 tag
Excited
do not know why but i suddenly got excited about starting my blog once again to note down whatever i have to say and all my feelings.
I can’t believe that i actually spent 1.5hrs trying out new themes and see which one actually look nice. and here am i with this theme which is most comfortable to my own eyes.
Gosh… its 1.22am now.
I think it should be time for me to sleep? haha!
DNA class
Have been attending 2 weeks of DNA class, and it have been changing my belief and thinking! Really awesome.
When pastor was talking about people having thousands of friends in facebook and yet feeling lonely inside, I somehow felt a tingle in my heart like he was just talking about me.
It have been 8 years since I came to this church, but it have seems like I have grown further from the...
September 2010
1 post
Back to Primary School...
Monday and Yesterday, I got myself this chance to go back to yuhua primary school to serve program. It have been around 10 years since I went back there. The last time was probably becuz of Teachers’ Day celebration when I was sec1.
I feel totally nostalgic, even though the school is like totally different. I remember that when I left school after P6, the school immediately went through a...
August 2010
2 posts
Month of July
Feel like doing an update using my phone, probably will help me get use to the keyboard better too.
2nd july, I celebrated my 23rd birthday with Janice. Thanks to her I had an enjoyable birthday. Got to enjoy the nice dessert at “raindrops” and the nice movie we had that help to cool off the quarrel we had before that. Feel quite upset though it was my birthday but we still nv fail to...
July 2010
1 post
picture says a thousand words
maybe i should start making an effort to take a photo everyday about something and post them… making this blog work abit… =)
May 2010
1 post
April 2010
5 posts
Poet to be?
I somehow finally realized how an art person i am… I pretty much able to come out with a poem in minutes if i want to …
Since secondary school… i am not shy to say i wrote love poems for girls that i went after during those days… and it was pretty much a simple thing… but it have been a while since i wrote again…
Today … i came out with a nice piece of...
Rotten Apple...
what do you do to an apple that have worms inside? do you try to cut off a part that is affected or do you throw it away?
don't like it...
I just really dun like to be told what to do… unless i really dun know anything about it… imagine knowing how to do and have been doing it and was again told what to do… that pretty much irritating to a certain extend… no matter how good the intention of the person… making it more like a suggestion and suggest in a gentle way will sound 100x better than pushing for...
Busy Period is Over
Finally… Today marks the beginning of my study break… or to make it simply … my HOLIDAY begins here… because today is my last submission deadline… haha!
I should start blogging again… should… but not today…
March 2010
4 posts
Messed up
I feel pretty messed up right now …
all becoz of myself and my own thoughts and my own emotions…
feel so selfish … feel so useless… feel totally stupid…
Maybe i should totally write a song about this… LOL…
February 2010
7 posts
Changing... Everything...
Changing… Everything is changing…
Since the starting of the year… i see my changing …i don’t know if its for the good or for the bad… i know i am changing… did many things that i did not do before… widen my views towards things and set my mind on some stuff…
BUT…
I start to realise this fact… i seem to have lost track of who am...
“It’s funny how you still love the person, but you just stop needing them like...”
– (via eletheowl) (via qinatthedisco) (via captivating)
CNY & Valentine's
Same as any other year, standard way of celebrating CNY but definitely very different valentine’s since it actually falls on CNY so its actually quite weird… But the awesome thing is that i actually get to spend it together with all my love ones and spend lots of time together… especially the Tuan Yuan Fan… when all of us sitting together at the round table… eating...
Tired
Bah~… these 2 weeks have been really tiring… really tired… yesterday i can sleep for 12 hours yet not enough… maybe i slept too much… >.<
I really hope to be like separated from the whole world for a day or two… not connected to the world through any means… like go into the forest or like camp somewhere alone… and listen to the nature…...
First time in 23years
First time in 23years…
I was so sick that i rushed to toilet so many time trying to GET MYSELF TO VOMIT SO THAT I FEEL BETTER (This really suck, imagine me literally resting my head on the toilet bowl, begging my body to release the stuff from my mouth)
First time in 23years…
I breathed so fast that my whole body numbed and MY DAD DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO (My dad i like all...
January 2010
16 posts
G.E.S.S Camp
It was awesome!
Lots of stuff happened during the camp, and as usual, i am one big disciplinary guy, scolding alot of the time, and talking to them, but seriously, they are pretty hard to control.
On the first day, we went through high obstacle course and dragon boating. Pretty fun lah. especially the dragon boating, i think the kids really enjoy it TTM, splashing water at me >.<.
At...
Manpower Retreat
I realised i did not blog about it… so i think i should…
On Monday of this week, 6 days ago, together with my colleagues, we went to Sentosa, Wavehouse for retreat!
It was fun TTM, but seriously if i were have to pay myself for it, i will skip it ah~. Its $30/hr and $50/2hrs. No Money No Money ah… especially its like a rotational basis, at each lane there will be maximum of 10...
Awesome day with those kids
Ah~ enjoyed myself totally with those secondary 1 kids at BBSS ah… i seriously missed them now … even though some of them are really pretty hard to deal with… but i think its pretty good experience… and the Campfire was a big blast ah… even though it was pretty chaotic too…
I can’t help but say that i am really tired… whole body is aching so...
BBSS Assignment day 1
Goodness… it was overwhelming… i really didn’t know its was so hard to handle secondary school kids… i don’t remembering being so “tough”…
Ah… but somehow i had alot of fun… and now i am labelled as FIERCE… LOL…
I guess i going to have so much more fun tml at the campfire… CHIONG AH~
Toothache~!!!
Gosh… just 3-4 hours ago… i had this toothache… It HURT so badly that it cause me to have this feverish feeling ++++ a super bad headache… It hurt so bad that i am screaming inside me… screaming and screaming without voice… shouting out to GOD… hoping that he will bring away that pain…I took panadol… hoping that it take effect soon…
...
Heart Felt...
Have you ever felt sad for someone… trying to hard to help but don’t really know what is going to work out for them? Its great that you know that they are trying really hard but it kind of sucky when that thought of it just depress yourself too… its like feeling so helpless… or close to being useless not able to do anything to change the situation…
That is the time i...